| Location | Newton Heath |
| Age | 1 month, 25 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 02/08/2006 |
| Date of Death | 27/09/2006 |
| Visitors | 10,754 since 09/06/2008 |
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Millie was born on Wednesday 2 august 2006 and fell asleep on Wednesday 27 September 2006 aged 8 weeks.
she lived in newton heath with her Mummy and Daddy, Louise and John and her brother and sister, Daniel and Lucy.
Millie also has a baby brother called Louie, he is 7mnths old and another brother called jack who was born 5 wks ago ♥
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I would like to apologize to everyone for not lighting candles anymore, i really cant cope with coming on here like i used to. my pain is getting worse and worse with each passing day and being on here makes it worse at the moment. your angels are always in my thoughts and a big big thank-you for still taking the time to visit Millie's site and light her a candle and leave tributes and pictures. its such a comfort that even though I feel like iv abandoned her I know all my gts friends are still here for her. from the bottom of my heart thank-you.
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I would like to thank each and every person who has lit candles and left tributes for my little girl it means so much to me. so a big THANK-YOU.
my thoughts are with all of you and your angels.♥
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Millie was born 8 weeks early after a very difficult pregnancy(i suffered with ante-natal depression, quite severely) there were no special care beds available at my local hospital so we were sent to Rochdale, its not actually that far but it felt like a million miles away. my labor was over in minutes once id started to push, in fact it was only one push. I only got to hold my beautiful baby girl for a couple of minutes before she was taken to s.c.b.u. Having two other children at home it was impossible for me to stay in hospital and was discharged two days later. I spent most of my time traveling back and forth rather than with Millie, every day the nurses were trying to get her transferred to Manchester. I specifically told the nurses that I wanted to be the one to give her her first bath once she was out of the incubator. I arrived at the hospital one day to find a nurse that I didn't really very much like was looking after Millie, she informed me very matter of factly that she'd bathed Millie that morning. I couldn't believe my ears. it was clearly stated in her notes mum to give first bath all I remember thinking at the time was what if anything ever happens to her and I never gave her her first bath that thought still haunts me to this day. After 14 days Millie was finally transferred back to Manchester and came home from there two days later. it was so nice to actually spend all my time with her, I'd get up at 6am to feed her and I'd stay up then an just lie on the couch with her, I really treasure those times I had on my own with her. On Tuesday 26 Sep id been shopping with Millie and my other daughter Lucy, I cooked the tea and waited for my partner (John) to come home. after tea I cleaned up an got the kids ready for bed, the usual things. i don't remember what it was even about but john and I argued later on that evening and I stormed off to bed. I didn't even give my baby a kiss. I just took it for granted I'd be able to kiss her in the morning. The next thing I knew I was being woken by screams. it was 6am and my baby was gone. the rest is pretty much a blur, there were ambulance, police, c.i.d. family coming to take the other children. john went in the ambulance with Millie and I stayed behind with the police. they took her bedding and bottles and questioned me. i know they have these procedures in place for the poor little children that are murdered, but its so distressing for innocent people. I felt as tho it was happening to someone else an I was stood by just watching. i never thought it was possible to feel so numb. the worst thing was when they said they had to do a post mortem. they wanted to cut my baby up and i couldn't even stop them. i took so many photos of her head before they did it. I'm not even sure why I did that. it was 9 days before we got to lay our baby to rest. she had a beautiful white horse an carriage and the horses were called diamond an bob,(how appropriate when Millie is my little diamond bobbing in the sky) her flowers were beautiful too. I imagined that I would hold it together till she was lowered into the ground as I thought that would be the worst part. wrong. the moment I saw the cars pull up and they came in wanting to seal the coffin, my heart crumbled into a million pieces. I had to put my baby in that box knowing that never again would I see her, smell her, touch her, kiss her. even now I cant think about that moment without crying. in my head I kept telling her that i didn't want to do it, but I had to. its coming up to two yrs now since Millie died and not a day goes by where I don't think about her or long to hold her.
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The following poem was read by my partner at our babys funeral.
O precious, tiny sweet little one
you will always be to me
so perfect, pure and innocent
just as you were meant to be.
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We dreamed of you and your life
and all that you would be
we waited and we longed for you
to join our family
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We never had the chance to play
to laugh to rock to wiggle
we long to hold you, touch you
and listen to you giggle
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She'll always be your mother
i'll always be your dad
you'll always be our child
the child that we had
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but now you're gone
and yet you're here
you are our sorrow and our joy
there's love in every tear
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just know our love goes deep and strong
we will forget you never
the child we had, but never had
and yet will have forever.
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This is also the inscription on millies headstone.
The following poem was read out at millies funeral
by my friend michelle.
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Like a flower whose tender petals never quite uncurled,
the child God gave us did not live to grow up in this world.
she did not stay to face the bitter winds of destiny,
but in our hearts, she left a sweet and fragrant memory.
In some other garden with the pain of life unknown,
safe within the fathers care, our little one has grown.........
but though we count the passing years,
the bud does not unclose, for to us,
she will always be........
a rosebud, never a rose...
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Thankyou for taking the time to read my story and thankyou to everybody for the lovely tributes and candles. they are a great comfort to me. ♥
Please light a candle for my precious baby girl. xxx
❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄
Tributes For Week Commencing 19th December 2011
A Merry Christmas To You And Your Angels.....
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....♥**♥` All
..*•*♥*•* Our
♥•**•**•♥ Angels
....._||_ Are
.….\__/ Special
Monday
❄
May the meaning of Christmas
Be deeper, its friendships stronger,
And its hopes brighter
As it comes to you this year.
Tuesday
❄
As we prepare for Christmas,
Our thoughts will be of you,
You always made our Christmas’s,
The happiest we ever knew.
Wednesday
❄
We'll try our best to celebrate
The birth of Christ our King,
But in our hearts we realise
We've lost our everything.
For Thursday
❄
At Christmas-tide the open hand
Scatters its bounty o'er sea and land,
And none are left to grieve alone,
For Love is heaven and claims its own.
Friday
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⋱ ⋮ ⋰A Christmas Wish⋱ ⋮ ⋰
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Christmas tree's begin appearing
Cards will follow on
Trimmings all around us
And we begin to have Christmas Fun
❄
Greetings are being sent to us
But for some its just to hard
As simple as it sounds
They cant even send a card
❄
A time for celebrating
To send a Christmas Cheer
But for some its time for wishing
Their Loved ones could just be near
❄
By Lisa Heritage
Christmas Eve
❄
Christmas without you here with me,
Can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
One so precious, who has your name.
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An Angel forever watching over me,
At Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
Inside my heart, you are so very near.
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There is no special present for you,
Wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
All the love you can still feel from me.
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No, Christmas time without you here,
Could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
And the memories and love, will remain.
unknown
Christmas Day
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We are sad within our memory
And lonely, this Christmas Day,
For the ones we loved so dearly,
Have forever been called away.
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We think of them in silence,
No eye may see us weep.
But many silent tears are shed,
When others are asleep.
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...........@~@~@~@ , Season’s
....... @~@~@~@~@ , Greetings
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.......( , ~ , ~ , ~ , ~ , , ~ , ~ , ~ ,~ , ~ , ) Very Proud ~
.......(__________________________) But Sad Mum ~
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Rip Baby
Bless your heart another little baby taken from earth far too soon
A gentle kiss
A gentle Tear
Wishing you was still here
Good Night God bless
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happy birthday millie. my daughter was stillborn on the 2/8/6 they have the same birthdays hopefully there playing together up there xxx
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Tributes For Week Commencing 1st May 2011
___()''""()…All
__("( 'o', )….Our
__(")(")(,,)…..Angels
______()''""() …..Are
_____("( 'o', )…….Precious
_____(")(")(,,)………To Us
Monday
You were my Angel,
But angels were too few.
God needed Angels,
And so he sent for you.
Tuesday
Smile of an Angel,
With a twinkle in your eye.
I'll remember you forever,
Only for now, I'll say goodbye.
Wednesday
Laughter came so easy,
To someone with your smile.
I was lucky to have known you,
And loved you for a while.
Thursday
I borrowed you from heaven,
Now you must return.
Of all the lessons in my life,
This is the hardest one to learn.
Friday
A Silent Tear By Gaynor Llewellyn
Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind
Don't cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear
Don't think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, no longer old
I'm in that place that's filled with love
Known to you all, as "UP ABOVE"
Saturday
It's a Time of Heartfelt Sadness
It's a time of heartfelt sadness
When a loved one passes on
But know your loved one lives in joy
And peace where he (or she) has gone
Oh how much he will be missed
That's where the sadness lies
But others who have missed him
now rejoice in Heaven's skies
We know one day we'll join him
Because our time on earth will flee
We'll then live with him forever
Throughout all eternity
--By Ron Tranmer ---
Sunday
I Have a Place in Heaven
I have a place in heaven
Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears.
It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know.
My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
Author Unknown
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......(@)(@)(@)(@)…Thoughts
...(@)(@)(@)(@)(@)….Today
....(@).(@).(@).(@)…Memories
.......(@)..(@)..(@)....…..Forever
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...........(@)|(@)......Angela ~ Christopher's
...............)..|.(......…….Very
..............(......)....……….Proud
..............(......)....………….Mum
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Tributes For Week Commencing 31st January
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FOR MONDAY
ღ ♥ ღ As Long As We Can See You
ღ ♥ ღ Through The Windows Of Our Eye's
ღ ♥ ღ We Promise You Our Sweet Angel
ღ ♥ ღ True Love Will Never Die
FOR TUESDAY
ღ ♥ ღ Just like a special angel
ღ ♥ ღ God wrapped you in His care
ღ ♥ ღ And took you off to heaven
ღ ♥ ღ To live with Him, up there.
FOR WEDNESDAY
ღ ♥ ღ Angel, I'm lighting this candle
ღ ♥ ღ For you just to say,
ღ ♥ ღ You're loved ,missed and cherished
ღ ♥ ღ With each passing day
FOR THURSDAY
ღ ♥ ღ Have A Lovely Day In Heaven
ღ ♥ ღ May Your Day Be Filled With Love
ღ ♥ ღ You Are So Precious
ღ ♥ ღ To Us All Our Angels Up Above
FOR FRIDAY
HEAVEN
Heaven must be a peaceful place
Where everyone will find
Sweet comfort for the spirit
And contentment for the mind.
Heaven must be a joyful place
Where pain and sadness end,
Where cares are left behind,
And every soul becomes a friend.
Heaven must be the perfect place
All hearts are dreaming of,
For only heaven is lovely enough
For the cherished souls we love.
UNKNOWN
FOR SATURDAY
Ocean Lament
Everything, EVERYTHING, speaks your name
Bringing back memories of joy, and pain.
Watching the water, the waves that roll
Feeling you pour through my very soul.
I search and I search and hope to find
One single footprint you left behind.
Can you see me, and do you know
The longing and sorrow of missing you so?
I look down at my shadow and think about you
Still going with me in all that I do.
At times I am walking on such a thin line,
Alone on this journey that's unwillingly mine.
Oh, warmth of the sun in blue sky above,
Just send me one ray from this child that I love!
The gulls circle madly, their cries are my voice--
"Why did this happen? Why was there no choice?"
Oh waves, cleanse my sorrow at least for today.
B. Walker
April 5, 2001
FOR SUNDAY
When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low
When there is no one here to talk to
And no where I really want to go
I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are many miles apart
A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call
An Angel's love is always true
On that you can always depend
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend
--Unknown
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………………….Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
……………….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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merry christmas my sweet angel. i miss u so so so much, i would give absolutly anything just to hold u one more time. i love u millions and millions. mummy. xxxxxxxxxx
i miss you so much,
just a few more hours and its been 4 yrs. i thought that by now it would have started to get a little bit easier. it gets harder. i love and miss you so much millie. i cant wait to hold you in my arms. mummy. xx
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